Today, I am 34. You know what I want for a prezzie? I want someone to email me who:

1. Doesn't care that Dave has three facial expressions, instead, loves the *character* 'cause he's flawed and real and occasionally beautiful. In short,  I wanna hear from someone who is still an Angelho, like me.
2. Is beginning to appreciate the possibilty of C/A but does not sign their notes with C/A4EVA, and more importantly, is not prone to pondering if he impregnated her last night DURING FOREPLAY. ((sigh))
3. Still loves Joss, and is fuckin' tweaked that he wrote and directed last night's ep and managed to bring the characterizations back into alignment with near-perfection.

Am I asking too much? Am I the only one in the fandom universe who feels this way? 

Color me a freak

No, you're not the only one. And you're not a freak. Really.

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Well I think he's pretty and have never given a damn that he has three modes
of acting. And also would be interested in how people think he impregnated
her with oral sex - sperm on his tongue, maybe? Okay and utterly grossed out
by that. So yes, I like C/A, it's a very angsty thing that just COULD be
done right and always always love Joss.

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I was rolling about what you said about someone thinking that Angel might have gotten Cordy pregnant. LMAO!!! Some people scare me. 

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Not only flawed and real, but moving and exquisitely
sad.  Two of his expressions make me want to shag him
to dust... The other makes me wanna cry.  Still the
most fuckable man on the planet.

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Not only can see the possibility of C/A, but think it
would be a very good thing for the boy.  There was
talk way back of Buffy being his connection to the
world.  But Cordy would truly be a connection to
reality.  She is sound as a pound, and a friend.  Much
more real, and it's much more likely to prove a 'real'
relationship.

I have never not loved Joss!

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Angelho also!

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So, in light of this, Yahtzee and I got together and made a new site. Adult Angel/Cordy Angst fic. Which made some people go "DONNA!? DONNA IS DOING A HET LIST?!?" But fuck it. If my ficbitch can make a Spuffy website, I can do this. Besides, it has always been my sacred duty to get Angel laid. Now I just let him fuck women too. Aren't I generous?

Wanna join up? Go here:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ACangst/
 

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COMMENTARY:

Sorry. I am a definite AngelHo, but my immediate reaction was an allergic one. I loved most of the episode, but the end frustrated me so badly, I nearly ended up praying to the porcelain god.

    Alright, so the characterization was finally back to the way it should be. On that we agree. Structure was awesome, and almost everything was the 'Angel' I used to love, but the angst-meter blew up on that ending!

    Unfortunately, my mind created a next step that can never be shown, despite the steps forward that Joss made with Willow and Tara. I want to see Wesley as Angel's ho! 

    Well, maybe not his ho, (I'm more of a shipper than a sex fiend) but put the two now single lonely people together, for God's sake! I see it as a natural progression that, utterly sick of rejection and loss, the two of them might now turn to each other.

    They could be so good for each other, emotionally and mentally, and I think that after the firing, Wes never has completely gotten back to the level of trust he had for Angel. They need a way to recover that.

    Okay, my rant is officially over. Thanks for listening, if indeed you did. (My screen-name does not indicate my shipper status, BTW. I'm a dedicated guys shipper.)
BuffyAngel68

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Happiness is..
You being born. Belated Happy Birthday. Rock on.  And, oh, I like Angel, as is, and maybe he only has three expressions, but they mean so many different 
things.  I didn't care for him much until Eternity and a tear slipped down his face because of the warmth of that shallow little actress.  Angel is so very basic and so very honest for an inveterate -ish) liar.

And Angel/Cordy might make anti-sense, but it's good, and wacky, and painful and should be real, so, here's to hoping.

Glad Joss wrote a multi-layered ep.  I can't say I ever loved him, but I admire him to pieces and bits. Long may he play.
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"The Slash Goddess whose mission, at one time was to convert good Buffy het writers into slash writers is now HOSTING a het list. <shaking my head in disbelief> Will wonders never cease! <g> Good luck on your new list!"

THANKS LAURA!

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I putta link to the new C/A site up.  Very Pretty
indeed, and isn't the quality of the fic on the list
topperific.

I have had to stop getting the mail from most of my
lists this month, as waves of work drag at my knees...
but I havn't stopped that one - its just too good!

TrogX